Going, Part 3
I am driving past road signs bearing some of the most iconic place names in the U.S.: Valley Forge, Gettysburg and Hershey (which has a billboard that says, “The Sweetest Place on Earth.”)
Each is pivotal to a big American epoch: Revolution, Civil War, obesity.
And I’m driving through my own past. I’m imagining my car is at the tip of a knitter’s needle, about to close a very big loop.
When I was less than a year old, my family moved from the Lansing area to Dayton, where my father got another job in radio. I grew up and went to college in Columbus. The first 20+ years of my life were spent mostly on the stretch of Interstate 70 in western Ohio.
I have not passed through here since graduation day, 1992.
That day, I threw my diploma on the passenger seat of my car and drove west. I remember the feeling of finally acting on a dream that began before I was eight years old. My teacher in 2nd-grade art class asked me why I always drew pictures of mountains.
“That’s where I want to go,” I said. And I lived in the West 15 years almost entirely in Colorado and the San Francisco Bay Area. The mountains remain, though, the place I want to be.
But before I get there I have to cross the mid-West and the great plains.
I wonder how much of this road I’ll remember from my trip more than 18 years ago. Not a lot, I’m guessing.
But as I cross the Ohio line, I’m starting to see road signs and place names that I know.
As one of the professionally transient (we who take jobs and move across the country every few years) I haven’t seen or heard much on the phenomenon of passing through old, familiar stomping grounds. There is a rush of memories. I expected that, just not this much.
NCPR’s web guy Dale Hobson would tell me, “You never step in the same river twice.” But, if you’re lucky, you can return to a well-known, comfy spot on the bank and reminisce.
And then, once again, move on.
Oh Jonathan, with your easy eloquence and your intellect, let memories wallop you, be open to the visceral responses to your history- transitions are a wonderful time for experiencing, processing, and appreciating the human experience. Thanks for all you gave us while you were here, and best wishes for the future.
Thanks Jill. Those memories do wallop, don’t they?